So.

I just have to say one simple thing.

Sweden suck.

I mean just for fun I tried to talk to some people, to get ''help'' but more to have someone to talk to.. Anyway I tried to english first but also I sent an email to the same site but the one in sweden.. The english ones said they was happy to help! And that they hoped that I would keep in touch with them while the swedish ones said 'you could call this number' or like 'do you know BRIS? you could always call them..' and shit like that! After they told me such things.. I got in touch with the english ones and truly I got revealed.. I mean really? Are you kidding me? If I sent an message to ya do you REALLY think I wanted to talk with some stupid bitch in the friggin phone?? Oooh you're just SO stupid!

I mean like seriously? Are you kidding me??

Sigh.. Also I found out that this guy I fallen in love with.. as stupid as I am.. That he was at Stockholm ith his girlfriend..

I don't really know why but in some stupid friggin way that.. Actually hurt me to know.. Anyway I felt so ashamed! To been sending him all those messages.. Even if I just said 'Hi' I just can't get.. That I couldn't wait.. Stupid stupid little me.. But what could I really expect? He's with his wonderful girlfriend of course he wouldn't get in touch with me.. Anyway it wouldn't matter right now I'm just foolish which fallen so DEEPLY in love with someone I already knew from the beginning that i just couldn't have.. So foolish of little me to let my feelings get in touch.. To let my feelings take over..